Shitty Rhymes

Photo by Brett Jordan

5/31/22

My body is tight and tense

So freaked out by it all

I leave it to fend for itself while I build up a wall

I hop into my mind while reality slips out

I imagine a consciousness that’s purely without

The physical-ness

The drama and stress

The fear and the pain and the more or the less

God I hate this place sometimes

I really fucking do

I can run so fast from my pain that I

Refuse to check in with myself in vain

I’m cynical, scared, I’m also a saint

I panic so much I freak out and I faint

What the fuck is this world?

Division and violence

Elegance and poverty

Food poisoning in paradise

I want to relax

Just sit on this beach

Forget about my mind and drift into retreat

Forget about this rollercoaster of big ups and downs

Emotions in my body straight flinging me around

I decide I want to be a tree instead

It is already so on the inside of my head

Since I was young I’ve thought they were divine

If I am one with all things then it’s true, they are mine

Word vomit

Shitty rhymes

I want to be a rockstar just to get out of public

I’m on a plane

Emotional pain

While someone keeps farting

Distress in my body way up in my chest

If anything is possible why can’t I feel like the best?

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